Not in the best of shape that I should be in, I am going to the gym now to try and lose some weight and tone up little. As always there are people in there that are great shape and make me look bad. There is one for sure, he is always there and always working hard. Much different from me. Always with his hat backwards to the side, looking pretty. Wearing a sleeveless cut off shirt, with his cut and toned arms. Basketball sorts, and a pair of Jordan are always fresh and clean. With his veins and mussels getting bigger every time I see him working out. Thinking to myself if I could one day look like him, even half as good I would be happy. Knowing that it will probably never happen, but I will still try my best. He is somewhat of an asshole, with his ego that takes up the whole room. Sometimes I just want to hit him because some of the shit he says about me. He is the opposite of me in many different ways. I would never weir half the things he would because I think that they look stupid. He does have the body for some of the things so that is why I think he could get a way with it.

            When do go the gym everyone look at him and right past me. That is way I think that he has such a big ego, and all of that goes to his head. He thinks he is the best at everything he does and never thinks he is wrong. If do not know something I just ask him because he would know, he knows everything. When it come to cooking or baking he is good everything that he makes is good. I would like to be able to make half the things that he can. It would be nice to be able to do some of the things he can, he is so great everyone likes him. Me on the other hand have other thoughts but I will not go there now.